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evilrabbitlove · Joined: 12 Dec 2009 Posts: 63

ok so im not sure what happened and i havent meditated since because i dont know if it was somehing bad. but around 1 30 in the morning i started to meditate, i lit two white candles and one was taller then the other. and i had on my new crystal quartz necklace. i turned all the lights off except one so i could concentrate more. so i started meditating. it was somewhat simple to get my mind clear. also iv only meditated a couple times before without really anything happening. this time i was concentrating on contacting a spirit guide. i was thinking in my head over and again that only good things can enter. like my space i was in. because i know there are some spirits in my house because one of my friends can feel them. and they arent bad or anything but i dont know. so i was repeating that over and over and i dont know how long i was doing that for and i had my eyes closed. so i noticed candle flicker so i opened my eyes and the smaller candle was flickering when i glanced so i just thought ok and just kept concentrating on the taller one. but the small one kept freaking out pretty much so after a while i looked at it and it pretty much instantly stopped flickering and it freaked me out a little. then i got a really bad feeling and i just said im done and blew the candles out. i dont know why but as soon as i got up i pretty much felt like i was about to cry. i dont know why. i rarely cry in general and i wasnt sad. just all of the sudden i felt like that. like 100% had to hold back. so i just got my mind off what happened and i got better and then when i started thinking about it again the feeling came back and i got goosebumps all over my body. not sure why. but i had them for about 10 min or more. with the feeling of crying. i ended up crying for a min because i wasl ike ahh i dont know why i feel ilke this. so i dont know wht to do. was this something bad? it wasnt cold in my room so i didnt have goosebumps for that reason. im not sure what to make of this. its been a couple days and i want to try and meditate and contact a spirit guide again but im hesitant. can someone help or explain? i had written this right after it happened on a topic i was talkign to someone in but never got a response so i thought id post in here in hopes id get a quicker one. thanks

allen.finger · Joined: 27 Jun 2009 Posts: 37

Usually when a candle or incense flickers, it means there is a spirit near, trying to make contact. They do this to get your attention. Now, you say you got freaked out when you looked at the candle and it stopped flickering. Maybe you have some subconscious fear you need to work out? Most of us at one time or another are afraid of the unknown so it could possibly be that. Next time you meditate, try visualizing your aura as a blinding white and gold light. Also, simply call out to your guides, angels, etc, to protect you during your session. Just invite them in. Your guides will hear you. Who knows, that might have been them moving the flame! Very Happy

Don't be afraid, just know that only beings who want only your highest good are allowed in. Also, clean your aura before, and after sessions. I would recommend doing that right now, just in case it was a negative entity. I hope this response was fast enough lol, I know how it is waiting. Hopefully that helps, take care.

Sorcerer · Site Veteran Joined: 15 Aug 2009 Posts: 510

With fear,Its gonna be very difficult for you to progress spiritually.You have to pass along these stages.To help remove your fears,b4 you go to sleep at night,ask St.Germain and the angels of the silver violet flame to work on your fear.St.Germain is the Chohan of the seventh ray of freedom and transmutation.His ray tranmutes all negativity into positive energy.You can simply say this b4 going to sleep every day.You ll wake up refreshed.

I now invoke St.Germain and the Angels of the Silver violet flame to transmute all my fears into love.Thankyou.

They ll be there instantly and begin to work on you.Do this for 30 consecutive days.There's nothing to fear apart from fear itself.Also work on strengthening your solar plexus chakra.

evilrabbitlove · Joined: 12 Dec 2009 Posts: 63

thanks

ill keep that in mind. i tried meditating again but i coudlnt concentrate like last time. i guess i just have to be more open

Acrom · Joined: 30 Jan 2010 Posts: 17

Well I'm not sure about spirits, but demons (most aren't evil) when they try to make contact with your its normal for candles to flicker and you to get goosebumps (was your skin feeling really sensive, like if you just burned your hand and you can't touch it, but without the pain?), but the sad feeling...... Maybe you meet this entity in another life perhaps, or maybe I'm totally off, lol.

evilrabbitlove · Joined: 12 Dec 2009 Posts: 63

Hemlock · Joined: 01 Feb 2010 Posts: 20

When it comes to matters of the mind there is a particular difficulty in discussing it. First, do you actively perform evocations, invocations, or summonings? If so, it is possible positive energy is being leeched by any drawn entities.
Second, obviously, do you have any weapons, enemies, or friends that cast aggressively? Energy can not always be easily directed.
Third, are you currently in a meditation or deep trance program? Both cause the mind to revert through past memories and can provoke powerful reactions.

Candles flickering can be caused by any large amount of energy being moved, spirits or otherwise. First attempt your preferred style of a basic protection rite, blocking any energy whatsoever. if this does not stop it then it is likely something has leeched to you.

Energyworkers · Joined: 05 Feb 2005 Posts: 110

Here is my take on the sadness aspect: You have a strong connection with your guide. Finally making contact but freaking out and cutting off the communication may have hurt your guide's feelings and you felt your guide's sadness.

evilrabbitlove · Joined: 12 Dec 2009 Posts: 63

evilrabbitlove · Joined: 12 Dec 2009 Posts: 63

Energyworkers · Joined: 05 Feb 2005 Posts: 110

I may have defined "guide" differently from you. I consider many helpful/loving beings to be guides.
If this contact happened to be from the higher self of your mom or grandmother, they might have felt sad that you were afraid of them when they made contact.

evilrabbitlove · Joined: 12 Dec 2009 Posts: 63

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