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Zygos · Joined: 16 Aug 2005 Posts: 207

Its hard to see. All that death, all that suffering. All that pain. Actually hard doesn't even come close. But its happening, and this is just the begining.

I remember being 15 and being told that 3 billion people would be killed in a very short amount of time. That because this planet is filled with beings of free choice, they couldn't force them to leave by will alone, and the only way to remove them would be through the death of their bodies.

I remember crying, almost non stop for weeks, months, almost 3 years; and entering a depression that baffeled my parents, my friends, and those around me. They would ask why was I crying, and I would simple say, "All those deaths, I understand the reason, but why do so many people have to die."

I'm not heartless, I still feel it now, but I've become numb to it. And I know this is just a drop of blood in an entire ocean of blood to come. I remeber when there were mudslides a year or so ago and 10's of thousands were killed, I thought how that was nothing. 100's of thousands is still nothing compared to, millions or 10's of millions...if not 100's....

Wars, natural disasters, genocide, all of it will happen. And its because the earth is changing, and the ironic thing is I'm one those who is pushing for the change, asking for the change, supporting the change (maybe in the hope that not so many will need to die). But knowing all that doesn't make it any easier.

If you think new orleans is bad you aint seen anything yet. Just wait till the civil war breaks out, and the troops come home to slaughter their own countrymen.

And the crazy thing is if you belive you choose your life before you incarnated (as I do) then you knew what was going to happen before you came to this life. You choose to be here, to be killed or watch the killing.

Don't get me wrong, if I could die over and over again so none of those people had to, I would. If I could spare the world of this I would. But I can't, they chose their life, just as I chose mine.

Zygos

star · Joined: 26 Jul 2005 Posts: 65

Zygos
i see that too. the begining of the end, although i hate to be the voice of pessimissim.
In the US there are factions that are against the government. They have kept to themselves all these years, but what if they use this diaster to get some kind of control?
i think the government has no real understanding of in what this means in the long term for the country of the united states.
I feel more coming and you are right we all signed up for it. Just a few weeks ago, i cried and asked not to be "spared" i want to help anyway i can.
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