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neotechmatrix2002
Joined: 01 Feb 2005
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 Posted: Tue May 24, 2005 1:46 am Post subject: boyfriend |
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| I've been going out w/ this guy on and off for 2 years... we've been broken up now for about 3 month because he turned out to be a really big ***hole. It was more less like being knock unconscious waking up w/ amesia and woundering who the hell he was. I thought i knew him... guess not. Just before my trip to vegas he called me apoligizing for being such an ass. Of course I gave him the third degree and I really don't think that I should go back out with him. Just woundering what you see happening and if anyone better then him will come into the picture. |
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Katherinanyc28
Joined: 04 May 2005
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Location: nyc
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| Posted: Sun May 29, 2005 12:22 am Post subject: Hello |
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| For some reason, I see that you understand all that he has done to you but you seem to be willing to take him back? You need to first make the decision to leave him and be rid of him once and for all. Even if I saw someone in your future right now, you wouldn't be able to give yourself a chance for happiness. It's extremely hard to remain mad at someone whom you've given your all to. I see a great deal of imbalance in your life because of your situation. I see depression and many changes happening all at once and you were not ready for them at all. I feel the biggest problem with what happened, besides the trust issue, is that a lot of money was wasted in this relationship. I feel more of it from your part. |
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neotechmatrix2002
Joined: 01 Feb 2005
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| Posted: Mon May 30, 2005 2:14 pm Post subject: |
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| Well after I wrote this i spent some time at a friends house one of our mutual friends... i found out even more information that i didn't want to hear or know. I also talked to a few other people about this situation and there all telling me what i already know. My intuition is telling me to leave him for good and i know when i don't listen to myself i only screw myself over. The information that i did find out i felt betrayed by all of them... so i really don't know who to trust. As I left there place i promised myself to just move on and forget him... as of last night he's blocked on my aim buddy list (we talk the most over aim.) I'm going to assume at some point he's going to call me when he notices I haven't been online in a week. I guess the finally fight is comming... I'm also going to avoid his phone calls and i guess whenever i'm ready i'll get back to him or something..just wish it wasn't so hard. I know this is for the best...this morning i felt like unblocking him so i could talk to him, but i know i need to move on and i'm being stubborn so blocked is where he's going to stay. |
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Katherinanyc28
Joined: 04 May 2005
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Location: nyc
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| Posted: Mon May 30, 2005 8:22 pm Post subject: good to hear |
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| I'm glad to hear that you won't be taking the easy road and settled for hard long road outta hell LOL as Marilyn Manson said! Take care |
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