Suigo
Joined: 28 Apr 2008
Posts: 41
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 Posted: Tue Aug 12, 2008 7:56 pm Post subject: Trouble developing powers - "Wall"?
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For quite I while I've believed and hoped that I'm different, I have trouble relating to people and usually don't connect completely. I've always wanted to develop my powers, but have only just started seriously.
I've had absolutely no success. My attempts at psi-balls have resulted in a tingle in my hand and butterflies in my stomach, neither seem like reasons to call it success. Reading an article it recommended drawing energy through your body, and pushing it out of your fingertips, it was like trying to push a tennis ball through a wall. Drawing energy was worse I doubt I did anything at all. My attempt at meeting my spirit guide was completely ignored, and when I tried to talk to my sub-conscious I ended up simply inventing a imaginary friend for a while.
I like to think I'm clairsentient, but my powers manifest sporadically, and can be explained away altogether by chance.
I've tried for a while to have lucid dreams, but surprise surprise, I've failed. I'm starting to get really annoyed by it all.
I had a go at summoning a "mote" finding instructions on another member's blog (Make a circle, chant "I intend to summon a mote to help me with this spell" have some chocolate ready as a gift", but that was replied with the usual silence.
I'm starting to feel there's a "wall" blocking me at every turn, can anybody tell if it's real? If it can be taken down? If there isn't one, what should I do? Keep trying or give up? I know things take time and I usually take a while to grasp concepts, but I can't see this happening any time soon.
If anybody can give me details about any of my problems than I would be incredibly greatfull.
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