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Taven · Joined: 19 Nov 2008 Posts: 1

I have never done anything like this before, using a website in regards to a Psyhic reading. But I think it's time I pursue this path and see what the results are.

My general question pertains to my LIFE. I'm 24 years old.. and I have no ambitions, no motivition and I lack self confidence. I've been told that, I should have all of these qualities... but I don't. I have this facade where I don't let people see the real me and how sad and lost I am on the inside. I'm puzzled all the time with where I am in life.

Im not sure what I should be writting here - but I need some guidance, some help. I don't want to be stuck in this rut any longer. I have this inner energy that is bursting to come out, but I hold it in, guarding it with my very being.

There are so many things that run through my mind each day.. and I have no way of making sense of it all. I wrote a poem, to the best of my ability to try and describe what... it is to be me.

When I close my eyes, every thing seems stops.

The filtration system of the fishtank seems to make no more whisper,

Lingering sounds begin to vanish, as the euphoria sets in.

Vanity, truth or lies, can nor be sold...,
...sight, strength and wisedom are for sale under heavy spot light.

A kaleidoscope of brightly colored lights swing in and out of focus.

The lovely hum of high vibrations send me into a swhirl of vastness I dont know.

...Déjà vécu,...
...Déjà senti ,...
...Déjà visité,...

A shimmering-effect runs through my body,...
with these experiences, I am left to the elements.

baffled, confused and aching for more.

Thirsty for what I've felt, I fall deeper into my trance.

So far away now, no fright in sight, I press on.

A life time of memories are felt and seen.

The excitement, the dreams, hopes and wishes, are forever held.

The pain...,Sacrifice, the journey and the hard, are all burned within.

Reality rushes into my mind, like the rapids of a downfall storm.

Gasping for air, and a flash of time, that takes longer than expected,...you feel alrite.

Rolling over, and seeing the stars through the my bedroom window,
I sigh and smile... and finally say good night.

- It says I don't NEED to put my birthday but I know that the Zodiac is important part of who we each are.

My birthday is August 7/1984 and I was born @ 3:31am.

If there is anything else you need to know.. I'll be more than willing to share.

Sincerely,
T. Kelland

cherone · Joined: 28 Feb 2006 Posts: 256 Location: Isle of Wight uk

hi taven

First off i would like to say that there is no such thing as should be or should do, we are all different individuals and each of us have different personnallities and traits. so when people say you should be like this or that they really dont know what they are talking about.
if you have no confidence or lack of ambition all this means is that you have not found what it is that can motive your spirit and lack of confidence we all have that at some pionts in our lives. I tell you not to worry to much about any of them as in time you will find what you need to give you ambition of the future and confidence to do what will be right in your heart.

Being lost and inside is your spirit trying to help you become the real you, you cant let anyone into your space and thoughts until you are totally sure of who you are and at this moment in time you are not sure of who and what you are.

I feel that you have felt this way for a very long time, you are now asking yourself how on earth can you just be you without everyone thinking that you are a complete wierdo.

Your level of thoughts seems to be a lot higher than most peoples and for this reason you may very well be affraid that the things you say will turn people away from you instead of bringing them to you. A lot of people of this world are not ready for your scope of interlect, which is a shame, but it is the way it is for the moment. But the times are changing and more and people like your self are coming to the surface with words that people cant really understand, in the next couple of years you will find that there will be oppertunities for you and many other to come forward and say what it is that they have kept to themselves.
joining spiritual forums are sometimes a good way to meet people of the same kind, but if you do this you will have to be strong as many people will try to knock you back as they have different views. finding someone of the same mind is very difficult as we all have different oppinions and thoughts even if they are simular there are always differences.

Your peom tells me that you have been on a spiritual journey in another life and this maybe why you lost inside, becuase you know deep inside that there is more to life that what is actually seen, so much more that isnt seen and you miss this even if you cant remember what it is that you did before you came here. you are a learned and old spirit that has come into a world that is totally different to what you know it was like and this too sadens your spirit but you also know that this world can turn around and that there is hope that true spirit and love come back.
all i can really advice is for you to meditate which you are very good at and ask the spirit force to guide you which you dont seem to do often enough. pay attention to your dreams when alseep, you dont need to release all that energy that you have iside, you can use it by sending it bit by bit to the universe to start the healing process of our world and the worlds around us. while on these different worlds you have travelled into and out of them in your dreams and this is why it is important to make notes of what your dream.

if you are not working at the moment you could very well find yourself in work soon that will lead you to meet a person that will help you in bringing out your talents and knowledge, you have not really siad to much about yourself in this post but i do know that you have a close connect to the spirit worlds and you hear and see more than you would
ever let on.

that is all for now if you have any question please doent hesitate to ask.

love cherie

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