MWShinzou
Joined: 17 Aug 2010 Posts: 1
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Posted: Tue Aug 17, 2010 1:58 am Post subject: Sharing my thoughts, and Questions that are spawned by them |
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Hello, my name is Matthew, though I go by the alias of mwshinzou generally online. I have so many questions, but I know only by sharing and talking about them can I formulate the answers on my own, or create a path on which I can follow.
For about 6 or 7 years now, since high school, I've been able to feel something. It first came when I was emotionally touched by something I saw, or listened to music. It was addicting, and I kept practicing it continuously every day. Letting a scene flow in my mind, and feeling the music, I was able to feel a rising vibrating goosebump sensation across my skin. If it's very strong it almost feels like the skin above my brow is being pulled back. At first I was able to do it for only several minutes at a time, the feeling leaving me entirely afterward. However, after constant practice over the past few years I have been able to do it without music, though music allows a stronger response, by feeling or tapping into my emotion. I often imagine a scene, or feel something out in my mind. I imagine a gentle breeze, the breeze of life surround me like a serpent, wrapping around me. However, I hold it firmly, as if one doesn't chastise it, it may consume oneself, atleast I feel like it would that way.
I can also do it indefinitely I feel however, the longer I do it, the harder it becomes to channel it. And if I channel it too much I get pains in my head. I've talked with several about this and they said that It is because I am letting too much energy accumulate up inside my head without a way to get out, and that I must learn to properly ground myself.
I hope I explained this well enough and I enjoy sharing my experiences with you. I would like to know your own opinions, thoughts, and ideas on this. I look forward to your reply. |
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