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branimirb · Joined: 19 Jun 2010 Posts: 187

I've always thought of myself as an angel.

My mom told me that when I was less than 1 year old, before I could speak more than "mama", I turned towards something she could not see, focused intently, then replied "No, it's ok. I've decided I'll stay here. Yes, I'm sure."

I didn't think much of this for a long time, but after I've started meditating, about a year now, I've found that I barely have any understanding of what's going on. In the beginning, when I had begun meditating, I would see myself as an angel, with large, feathery, beautiful red wings. I was full of Love and happiness. I spread Love to all those around me, and noticed things that I could never notice before. I had a better understanding of the way the universe works. I was content, but intruiged. I wanted to learn more, and achieve more.

I meditated more often, but not nearly to the extent that many of the people on this board do. I saw Jesus. I saw into the future. I saw when I will die. I saw my inner child playing with what seemed to be my soul, yearning for attention, but he just kept pushing the child back with a force field? The child seemed to be happy, though, so I didn't know what to think of that. When I chose to sense angels, I sensed one floating above everyone in the room, yet two floating above me. I couldn't understand why it seemed I had two guardian angels, and still don't know why. One of them looked exactly like me, if that helps.

The more I attempted to get in touch with my higher self, the more frightening images started coming to mind. I saw myself becoming a diablo, growing horns, my wings turning into black bat wings and I saw myself killing innocents. Devils, monsters with giant teeth biting me, attacking me, images of dead and plagued humans, and the like invaded my ideas when I was in deep meditation, and no matter what thought I attempted to focus on, these invading thoughts were so much more, powerful, than my own. I could see them with my physical eyes, yet I've never brought myself to see something that I've wanted too.

I spend a large amount of time increasing my energy and the Love and the God within me, yet no matter how much I do, I always feel drained soon after. Before I found it easy to travel with my Astral body, sense and feel so many things, and I was full of happiness and charisma. I can't properly meditate anymore now. Now, I can't even get deep enough to lose touch with my physical body, no matter how much I relax.

Did some form of darkness invade my soul? Am I being attacked? Am I an angel? Am I a fallen Angel?

What am I?

lenred · Site Veteran Joined: 01 Jan 2008 Posts: 1065 Location: US

Before I get started I will need your complete name and address. If you will follow the directions in the announcement, I will do your reading asap. Thanks

lenred · Site Veteran Joined: 01 Jan 2008 Posts: 1065 Location: US

Hello Branimirb,

There is much activity around you, most of it being dark. More than one dark entity is also in your personal space. The main cause of this was/is your openness to the astral realm without protection of your source or shielding.

I have seen this many times. When an individual accepts whatever is encountered as beneficial and has no knowledge of what it can really be, the door is wide open to the dark. They readily take advantage of such a situation, and you have been doing this for a long time.

You are not an angel or fallen angel. Angels do not incarnate. Read my articles on angels and archangels. http://www.mysticalwonders.org/group/viewtopic.php?t=11818 You are a human being who has encountered the dark portion of the astral.

I suggest you also read my articles, What is Source http://www.mysticalwonders.org/group/viewtopic.php?t=12095 and try to connect with them for help. Also read What is the astral realm. http://www.mysticalwonders.org/group/viewtopic.php?t=9028. To connect with your source you must recognize the dark for who they are and get past them and their influence.

I wish you the very best. Lenred

branimirb · Joined: 19 Jun 2010 Posts: 187

I've read about Source, and am willing to take your advice. However, if I could bother you to go into some more detail as to what steps you believe I should take personally to rid myself of this darkness, I would greatly appreciate it.

Also, are you absolutely sure I'm just a human? That would suck...

lenred · Site Veteran Joined: 01 Jan 2008 Posts: 1065 Location: US

I can only answer one question per month branimirb. Those are the rules of this site. Human is probably not what you believe it to be.

branimirb · Joined: 19 Jun 2010 Posts: 187

Last night I said that I wanted to notice the darkness. I saw three, orbs?, and then began attacking them vigorously. I punched them, cut them, and they got a few hits in. I yelled at them to leave and never return. I was so focused on the yelling that I didn't even notice when they left, I just came to the realization that they weren't there and I was yelling at nothing. I then invoked the Archangel Raphael to heal me of the damages they caused, and went to sleep.

I woke up feeling better than I had in months, so refreshed, full of energy and strong. The dark visions have stopped, and I can't sense the darkness anymore. I'll be sure to learn how to use a shield from now on.

Thank you, thank you very much.

lenred · Site Veteran Joined: 01 Jan 2008 Posts: 1065 Location: US

You are taking back your power. The dark respect power.

You might read my article on shielding and get some ideas

http://www.mysticalwonders.org/group/viewtopic.php?t=9202&highlight=lenred

branimirb · Joined: 19 Jun 2010 Posts: 187

It's been one month. I'd appreciate a scan to see how I'm doing.

Also, could you answer my question now? Am I human?

lenred · Site Veteran Joined: 01 Jan 2008 Posts: 1065 Location: US

Hi branimirb,

You have done some great work on yourself. Much of the dark energy has been lifted from you. There are still dark entities in close proximity, but appear somewhat reluctant to engage your energies. In other words, for the most part, you are keeping them away.

Although your chakras are still being affected (mostly due to your fear), your physical has incorporated much more light than I observed in your last scan. As you continue to take back your power you will find less and less dark attracted to you. Remember what I have written in my articles.

Throughout your life you have been encountering the dark and your Source as well as . There is a distinct difference between them. It is called love. Being aware of this, you can no longer be fooled by the dark.

Are you human? We are interdimensional beings (spirit beings) in this 3d reality to evolve our spirituality if you will. It does not 'suck' as you put it. It is all part of the plan and agreement or contract we formed while still in spirit.

We are referred to as human beings in this physical. HU has to do with liquid. Man is comprised of four liquids and comes from the root word meaning hand. HUMAN represents those liquids delivered by the hand of God. By choice, some on the other side, including our Source are also considered Human through their association with us and the earth, but without a physical body.

My best to you, Lenred

branimirb · Joined: 19 Jun 2010 Posts: 187

branimirb · Joined: 19 Jun 2010 Posts: 187

Just to clarify, I don't actually think that being a human sucks. The truth is in fact that all things considered, it didn't feel correct.

A human is a being who came to the mortal realm to learn. Life lessons, humility, strength, passion, sacrifice, all the fun things.

I never felt like my purpose was to learn, I always felt that my purpose was greater, perhaps to help others, perhaps to accomplish something important. I thought that being human made me finite, limited, weak even.

It was only later that I began to understand the true power of Love within us, that humans are in fact unlimited and infinite, with more potential than is imaginable. I understand now, I think, that being human is not what I thought it was.

Once more, thank you for taking the time to scan me and help me. Your words helped me in ways that are frightening to consider. Since then I have had no nightmares, no visions, no difficulty breathing. To see, with my own eyes how easy it is to get tricked, to get "possessed", and how much damage can be caused to the psychological and physical, it is overwhelming. It is scary to even consider that other people who didn't have the opportunity, as I did to discover the power of Love, to live their lives, being caused pain by spirits invading their lives and never knowing why...

This world needs more people like you. Again, thank you.

lenred · Site Veteran Joined: 01 Jan 2008 Posts: 1065 Location: US

You are most welcome my friend. You are indeed imbued with the power of the Absolute. Awareness and utilization are the keys.

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