imagoroom
Joined: 03 Apr 2006
Posts: 13
Location: Canarie Islands
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 Posted: Wed Apr 12, 2006 6:00 pm Post subject: Entity Occurance |
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I was wondering if anyone knew specifics in the realm of astral entities?
While staying in a Buddhist Monastary in England, near the town where I was born (Karma), I envisioned, or travelled through, many spacial dimensions, many things apeared to me, beautiful, strange, Kundalini, but one thing in particular overwhelmed me, one thing I had never even imagined, and in this state in meditation, the spacial dimension is that not of this 3 dimensional world. The backdrop is dark, but with no boundaries exactly, yet not really space. The colours, or 'flesh of things' in this state of existence was beyond the colour spectrum of the everyday existence, yet it was there, in front of me, grinning at me. To describe it is hard, it's like it was made of bone, but a substance full of out of this world colours, merging and dissapating, but it was definately some strange form of bone, no skin, like, energy. It's skull was large, and shaped from the upper part as some kind of crown, or almost like a oyster shell, but edging out to sharp tips, interjoined. It was grinning, like those crazy pictures of the musician Aphex Twin. It's eyes were telling me, 'I am evil, but I will harm none. I can show you me, as I am a part of you'(I understand at this point it is a reflection of a locked part of my subconscious, but this being felt more real then just an element of me, more like I was interlinked with it's dimension it existed in, I figured some past life connection of messing with alternate dimensions, and being bonded with this thing). I opened my eyes in fear, as it's presence was completely overwhelming me, very very powerful. It told me how I could kill someone, but I rejected, and the same manouver to kill, backfired unto me, and my heart started pounding so hard and fast, I knew if I didn't get the hell out of there I would be on the floor awaiting paramedics, very embarassing in the middle of a large meditation hall for a 22 year old. So I preceded through the sets of double doors, and paced myself outside, backwards and forwards, in a trance like state, telling myself over and over I was pure light and energy and no thing could ever dismantle me, for I am all, or something along those lines. In the end I calmed myself, and toulk an early nights sleep...
A few months later form the incident, sleeping in Tenerife at a house up in the hills, I had a dream, a very intensely real dream. I was 5 years old, yet in my current physical body state, in my old back-garden in England. My Mum was milling around, as I saw, through the windows, landing out front, a black alien ship made from a substance I have never seen before. I instinctively sensed trouble, so, feeling the need to protect my Mum, who was totally oblivious to all this, I found some white cellotape, and ran round to the back gate leading to the front-garden, but as I was running, an apparition occured right in my path, stopping me and freezing me in my tracks. It manifested into the same being I saw in Meditation, yet this time it was wearing a strange almost mexican indian like poncho on its shoulders, more like a cape. I tried to move, but it was keeping me in some kind of dimensional lock, or 'freeze-frame'. I tried to shout, but just couldn't, as this amaizing beautiful light proceeded to emit from it's chest, it overwhelmed me, and I responded with fear, trying to wake from the dream. It got more intense until almost all sight was just pure golden white light, but I managed to awaken, in a complete sweat, gasping for air.
I see this myself, as some kind of entity coming back for a specific time-frame in my growth on this earth, and giving a messege, or reaping some karma I needed to release back unto it, or 'it' needed to release into me, or both.
For any Astrologers out there, my chart my help Explain this entitiy occurance. I have a Saturn Pluto Conjunction in the 12th house, Saturn in Scorpio, Pluto Libra. I also have a Scorpio Ascendant, with Neptune conjunct the South Node in Sag. I feel this is like an atomic unconcious warehouse, only unravelled when in a love relationship with a deep Woman, as at the time I was in a ver intense relationship, connnecting the Saturn Pluto conjunction Opposing Venus in Taurus.
Hmm?.... |
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