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PrincessEcstacy · Joined: 06 Mar 2005 Posts: 2 Location: Arizona

Hello. I would like to have a reading regarding Healing and the next steps I need to be taking in my life.

I have been having some problems at home living with my Family again (I am 22 years old). My mom and I don't get along at all. She is very negative towards me and others (but nice to her friends which makes me sad that she can't be nice to her family ever). I'm currently taking a Reiki Master Course and I have my own online magazine as well as I am writing a book about Faeries. I am an Indigo/Crystal Child (Indigo transitioning into a Crystal ~ and I believe I have a past life connection to the Elvens and Faeries) and I practice Yoga, Meditation, Praying Healing, and communing with the Angels, Faeries, Ascended Masters, Various Gods and Goddess and the G-d/G-ddess daily. But lately I have been feeling VERY Depressed and insecure - my Mom wants me to get a "real" job (because I only make a little bit of money right now) and every day she says really mean things to me. I am becoming more and more negative feeling toward my family even though every night I say prayers and blessings for them and I ask for forgiveness for any past mistakes I may have made towards them or others (including myself). I can't help but feel really depressed though and lately I don't want to go out and I stay up late to "avoid" my family. I know that I need to be living in my own place but I don't have much money - and I should probably get a Normal Part Time job but I have some major FEAR issues regarding that that I'm not sure where they come from. I really need some guidance regarding Healing and what steps I need to be taking next. Thank you very much

Love & Light To You Always,

PRINCESS ECSTACY

zylah · Joined: 10 Mar 2005 Posts: 97 Location: New York

Hi Princess,

Sorry to hear about all of the issues you are having at home right now. From what you have told me and from what i can feel is that you are definitely a light worker. You work in the light for other's greater good which indeed incudes your own. You have a beautiful energy and think this is a very good path for you.

I feel though, that one of the steps you need to take to heal this energy is to balance it. Some say there can never be too much light. And i believe that. BUT there always has to be some of the dark. Look around you. There is no top without a bottom. No up without a down or left without a right. There is no light without a dark.

I don't mean that you have to go to the darkside and start working on the negative.... but you need to face your fear (your dark, your shadow) and try and get a "norma" job. It doesn't mean you have to lose your spirituality...just doing something like getting a job will probably make your parents happy and allow you to have more freedom and less worry. It will probably also make you happier because you'll have kicked a fear of yours in the butt. Then there'll be a balance and the healing will begin!

I know it's not easy! But you will still be you. Only with a job that you'll be semi happy with. I do have a feeling though, that you'll be opening yourself up to a lot of other positive opportunities that way.

good luck!

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