kcharlotte
Joined: 19 Jul 2010
Posts: 7
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 Posted: Mon Sep 27, 2010 10:41 am Post subject: Flying in the face of my own adversity
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Hi everyone 
JUst wondering if I could possibly ask for some reassurance and encouragement from you good people
Basically I saved up about £4,000 over a year. It almost killed me but I did it  My boyfriend proposed recently (yay!) and that money will go towards the wedding. However, I have just been given access to it (it was one of those saving schemes where you can't access it until it matures).
In the space of a month, the money has more than halved. A large chunk of it has been lent to my boyfriend (fiance!) and I know he will pay it back. But I keep seeing the savings going down and down. I feel really horrible about it - my best friend (also a LoA-er) suggested I view it as a positive thing that I was in a position to help Ben and I also know all the money will be put back.
But I am concerned about myself - in terms of manifestation, money is the only thing I really doubt. Good advice from here was that I need to detach myself from it, which I have been working on. If I was properly aligned with manifestation I wouldn't even be thinking this way...and I can't seem to stop myself focussing on the money going down.
I want to not get this horrible sinking feeling about my savings - and even better - I want to believe, and not be so emotionally attached to money that I am living in abundance.
I am affluent in so many areas of my life - I love my friends dearly, my fiance is my favourite person on the planet, my career is working out wonderfully, spending time with my cat fills me with so much joy. I am working my through Money and LoA but I am just so stuck on this bit.
Help 
Love and gratitude,
Kirsten
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