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Kindsoul



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PostPosted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 10:43 am    Post subject: I really need some help regarding a personal problem.Please. Reply with quote

Hi friends,
I want to share a problem which has almost been eating me away for the past 6 months especially the past three months. You may have read other posts about getting your ex back, my problem is similar but to me its more than just getting my ex back. words dont define my feelings but I would try providing you with every detail I can of what Has happened in my life past few months. I cant stress enough how much I am need in your help. Everyone is invited to give suggestions. sorry If i have to use a lot of space and your time to get myself through to you but its very important to me. Hope you will read the whole post of mine carefully.

One year back I met this girl at college. Let us call her mary. In fact i saw her.. we were to meet and know each other later. I dont know If you believe in such things but it was something very much like love at first sight . I saw her, I saw into her eyes and In a moment it was like i had no doubt that this is not the first time we are meeting. I cant seem to find words here but I felt a connection deep inside me. Never have I felt this way for anyone till date. first week or two we did not get much chance to interact . moreover, I am quite introvert and shy in opening up to strangers. I saw her sitting in the library some days later, she looked beautiful more beautiful than anyone I ave seen or imagined. A doubt cropped into my mind. Was it really that I felt love her or was it just my sexuality expreesing itself undercover? was I just labeling the sexual attraction as love ?.. All i knew was even if it was just sexual attraction, I had never felt that way for anyone. Anyway, that day what I did was masturbate fantasizing her just to see if I feel the same way for her immediately after it. To my surprise I stil was feeling that feeling off deep interconnection and a longing to talk to her. Some days later , she talked to me for the first time. Just asked a question and I answered in few words. deep inside I wanted to talk to her but felt some hesiataion... Slowly and slowly we came closer. Then one day we had a talk sitting together for a couple of hours. we both talked our hearts out. after that 2 hours , there was nothing left to tell, just a silence to enjoy. there was a deep satisfaction. We both had so many similarities in our behaviour and choices that If I start naming, it would take some time. Both of use were spiritually oriented with similar way of thinking about life and te meaning of it. we liked the same singers, same writers, almost everything same... the biggest thing was that neither of us tried to be what we were not.. bot of use were very honest about ourself. Then started the coincidences, sometimes sitting togerther we would surprisingly start singing the same song at the same time. If she was in any trouble or sad I would know somehow even if she was 50 km away from me and vice versa.. we did not need to be close or be talking to know what was going inside the others mind. we just knew, dont know how. I doubt if I might have believed if someone had told me such a story but this has happened to me. Within the next two months we came so close that i realized that its not the time ( the years) you spend together that matters, its the depth of your relation... The time we spent together daily after the classes be it 5 minutes or an hour, i cant explain the beauty of that time. even if we did not talk, it was beautiful. In fact we did not have to use much words to communicate, few words were enough to communicate everything... we felt so deeply connected that I cant even start to explain.. there was immense respect and care for each other..

Of course it was not that perfect. there were some problems also. She was from a village and the country where I live imposes too many restrictions on the girls. SO it was always a risk to be seen together. Her family getting a clue that she was with some unknown biy would have meant deep trouble for her. She could have been beaten, or stopped from herstudies and just married away..Slowly slowly time passed.. we spent most of our time together... Then she started giving excuses for not being me after the classes. I could not figure oout what the problem was and she wasnt telling me. some days later she finally told me that some college boys from her village side had somehow informed one of his relative about our closeness. that relative had threatened her to leave me or else her family memebers would be told about it. Then one day her aunt read the mesaages ih hd sent other mobile.. things really started crumbling up now.. we still took risks but with extra precaution not to be seen by anybody together.. bit whatever happened, our relation was the same just the situation had become a little tough..

It was around new year that I finally decided that I would propose to her. tell her in clear words that i love her and I want to marry her. i did not want her mind to have any doubt that we were more than just friends.. I wanted to tell her all that it felt for her and expected from her... The i told her.. but there was a little mistake I did.. I did not tell her on face but insted messaged her all myfeelings ( reasons that it was winter vacation and we were not to meet another month or so).. It was in the morning that I messaged her and it was in the evening that she called.... She told me that she had hidden something from me and cant express how much guilty she is feeling now.. Her father had already engaged her to someone.. Silence followed.. I could not believe she had not told me such a big thing whne we shared every detail, every event.. Everything seemed to turn upside down.. I cried hard that day.. I cried continuously for three hours... I knew she would never go against the will of her parents and even I would not want her to do that.. when I got back to my senses I called her.. I said " just tell me if you love me, just say I love you once if you do.. I can wait for the next life.. If I know that you love me then distance does not matter, neither time.. that is enough for me that you love me.. marry whomever you want"... she was silent... she said that she did not love me and also said that she does not want me to waste my life for her.... I told her that as far as marriage is concerned, I will marry only her even if that means marrying her the next life or any much lives later..she was definitely sad at this, she wanted me to be happy and not waste my life on her.. the days passed and it was very painful.... definitely she was also in pain...

But this did not affect our friendship much. In fact the only change was that we were not going to marry thats it.. I still loved her she still cared for me... the real problem started 4 months back... It was very painful to think that I will lose her... There was too muc emotional burden and under tat burden I tried to convinve her to marry me... the result was not good.. we started quarelling.. but the quarrels were always followed by relaizing each others importance... In a desperate attemp I even told her that I think I would commit suicide.. I was under so much tension that I might have actually taken that step... may be deep down it was an attemp to force convince her.. i was pretty ashamed later and asked her to forgive.. she did.. In short, it was a little tense time for bothh of us.. I was making her already tense life more tense.. ( she had some serious family problems as well).. There were feelings of anger and resentment I could not control.. ( I am getting tired of typing so i will ciut the story short now)..
One day she called me and told me about one of her relative who was into magic and occult.. he needed any article that was used by an unmarried girl.. Mary refused her but she told me that he might pick up something from her home... I calmed her and told her a little about visulaizing a sheild .. from that day I felt some change in her behaviour... and about a week later she abused me on phone for an hour.. all i could do was cry .. this was the biggest shock of my life.., I could not believe she did that.. there was very strange thing about it because her voice had something very unoriginal.. as if someone else was spaking through her... I was hurt and did not talk to her for the next three days.. she kept calling me feeling very sorry and saying she did not know wy she beahved like that... its this time that the real problems started.. she started becoming really insensitive to my feelings.. she became almost stone hearted and it all started after she told me about that relative who was into magic and stuff... Could it be a deed of some relative who wanted her to go away from me... I could not believe that we were slowly getting far and far from each other.. at that time i was not in the right state to think about it sanely.. The last time ( 2 months back , thew last exam of the session followed by summer break) ii met her she had become physically weak, the sparkle in her eyes had died down and she did not look like she cared for me a bit... that was the last I saw her, that very day she turned her phone number off and I have notheard of her till now.... And its likely to be so until the classes start again.. I dont know if shes even alive or not and have no way to contact her.. as far as love is concerned its the same and will always be the same for her..

Initially it was very painful and i was very desperate to somehow get things right... now I am a little calm and in better position to think about... I am not concerned even if she does not end up with me but I want to die trying and not regret all my life... sometimes it does get painful but those times are less frequesnt...can anyone help me here? can I somehow atleast get to talk to her by LOA or someting else.. even talking to her will set many things right.. I am ready to do anything .. change my attitude, do visualization or whatever but I need your guidance...( I am well introduced into such stuff but no practical experience).. ... I am very concerned about her .. at least tell me something by which I can make her happy, I'll be relieved that at least she is happy with her life ( btw her mom is suffering from cancer, her brother is a drug addict on deathbed and there are many other problems in her life ).. at least tell me how can i help her... even if i dont get to live with her thats okay if she is happy... Sometimes I even blame myself for her condition dont know why... the truth is I love her and it very beautiful state to be in and a painful one as well... sometimes its blissfull and sometimes so distressing thhat i cant even begin to explain..

( another thing, during that tough time something strange happened to me and it still happens.. I started seeing repeating numbers like 222, 110 etc... I found on internet that it was higherbeings contacting me... it helped a lot during those times)

guys, I need your help to set things right.... ( you can ask anyting other you want to know , I'll reply the best i can).. Mantras, LOA , etc whatever can help me to make her life happier and if i can get her back that is something beyond words for me to describe...

Love to all..
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Sorcerer
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PostPosted: Fri Aug 05, 2011 1:02 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Kindsoul,see,we living in a world of free will.You can't force anyone to do what you want.I feel you're making her problems your own problems.Stop this obsession,stop trying to be her Life Coach but rather as an understanding friend.The best thing you can do for her is pray for her highest good.Stop assuming stuff about her Uncle using magic on her.For all you know,it could be a matter of mood swings.Pray for her and stop focusing on the negative.Try thinking positively about her situation.Positive thinking is the best thing you can do right now.
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Kindsoul



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PostPosted: Fri Aug 05, 2011 10:53 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

perfume magnet wrote:
Kindsoul,see,we living in a world of free will.You can't force anyone to do what you want.I feel you're making her problems your own problems.Stop this obsession,stop trying to be her Life Coach but rather as an understanding friend.The best thing you can do for her is pray for her highest good.Stop assuming stuff about her Uncle using magic on her.For all you know,it could be a matter of mood swings.Pray for her and stop focusing on the negative.Try thinking positively about her situation.Positive thinking is the best thing you can do right now.


Thank you perfume for giving your time. Not thinking negative and thinking positive, is that all I can do? I thought there were other things relating to mind power I can do to help her and myself also... ( besides being positive). I am ready to do anything.... anything...

"I feel you're making her problems your own problems." - Indeed I am. But believe me they are my problems. And be it her problems or her good times they will always be mine whether I want it or not. i tried running from them but I cant. But from deep down it is much more satisfying to have even her problems as mine than to part from them... I have never been her life coach really, believe me. Understanding friend is the most appropriate friend. I just want to help that's it. It has taken a lot of effort and awareness for me to get out of the depressive phase where I felt desperate and helpless but I still want to help her. I mean, How can I not help someone when you know he/she's in trouble.. I can't just sit around.. I just don't know where to begin from.

Hey friend, thanks anyway though I think there a little ( just a little) misunderstanding. I just want to help , not to manipulate anyone free will ( though we do that knowing or unknowing in our daily lives) or to be a life coach.
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Kindsoul



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PostPosted: Fri Aug 05, 2011 11:03 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Hey perfume,
I was just thinking that If i daily visualize seeing her being happy with her life, enjoying it, or seeing myself talking to her and she saying that she is happy with her life ( or something like that) how much difference can this make? Does visualizing really help much? ( you know I have read a lot about this but perhaps you are the first experienced person I am talking to)..what are the factors involved?

Thank you friend, I thought no one would take the time to read this long post leave aside replying.. God bless you friend Very Happy
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PostPosted: Fri Aug 05, 2011 11:17 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

You're welcome lol.That is a very good idea.Very positive thing to do indeed;sending her positive energy.Don't worry about it;know that the universe is in control.

Just keep the emotions during the visualizations realistic. Very Happy
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Kindsoul



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PostPosted: Fri Aug 05, 2011 12:06 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

"keep the emotions during the visualizations realistic" - Now what does that mean? realistic emotions? ... can emotions be any other way?
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Kindsoul



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PostPosted: Fri Aug 05, 2011 12:11 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Man... there've been about 30 views of this post but only one person has replied..
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PostPosted: Fri Aug 05, 2011 12:16 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

That's what happens when you type like you're writing a book.Keep them short so people will have time to read.
Just make sure the emotions you have generate positive feelings.
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Kindsoul



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PostPosted: Fri Aug 05, 2011 1:37 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Get the point... emotions are important then...

Yeah wrote that like a book Smile .. did not want to sound like just another getting-my-ex-back man... whatever...

Thanks again
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Princess



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PostPosted: Wed Sep 05, 2012 7:07 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Try to propose again with the ring and in person.
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