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dei · Joined: 01 Jul 2008 Posts: 138

This shall be a quick story about my experience with how to make a godform that won't attack you at all... if you are lucky.

A long time ago I had realized I had a gift that allowed me to make egregores and such without any rituals, spells, or anything. This was age 7 or 8 that I started working with what I then thought were imaginary friends, but was really dangerous magic.

Harmless beings at first, like my version of various cartoon characters and such, nothing original. Though eventually, when I got into role playing games, I started making original "characters".

I realize now one of the first characters was my supposed mate, Emily Thorowitz.

A rather moe (Japanese for girl or woman who is innocent, naive, cute, clumsy, and under 30) brunette with a love for strawberries, chocolate, and video games, I recall originally creating her at age 14, when I first got an abandoned copy of Princess Maker 2, a game never released in the US, but still translated into English. I modeled her after the girl in the game, Olive, and strangely, for the first six years, treated her as an apprentice, since she was created at age 10.

Anyhow, let's just say, she got stronger because I was sharing my food with her, and she ate lots of food. Eventually, by the time I noticed her again, she was fully grown, buxom, and calling me her "husband".

Around this time, my main spirit guide, Wroni, a daughter of Titania the fairy queen, faked her own death after an argument. Emily took up the reigns of being the main guide. Emily by this time was so powerful she could truly pass as whatever she wanted to. There was no difference between her and a real entity, except that Emily could not manifest and was entirely dependent on me.

Emily had become "epic" by this time. She could create egregores that would become godforms quickly, and did so to create five daughters for her, along with a mother, father, brother, and two sisters.

All this time, my power was being drained to fund these projects, but not intentionally.

Last night, the third night after finding out that Wroni was still alive, my danger sense kicked in like crazy. I then subconsciously turned my head to Emily and was stunned. Could this "sleeping goddess" be a godform?

Wroni confirmed my suspicions. Emily woke up then and was rather compliant about returning to me, as in, being absorbed. So were the beings she had created. I absorbed them all, one by one - Emily, Zaniya, Sakura, Azura, Tabbythani, Roselie, Chloe, Marduuk, Shannon, Marz, Emma, Luma.

Not once during the time that Emily was around had she attacked me. Marduuk though punched me once while I was projecting, and I returned fire, literally.

Well, the moral of this story is this... Godforms are rather easy to maintain and keep from attacking you, but at what cost? The cost of your power that's what.

demolisha12 · Joined: 24 Jun 2008 Posts: 17

What is a godform?

dei · Joined: 01 Jul 2008 Posts: 138

From what I know, a godform is an egregore that has reached a point where it will willingly turn against it's creator, and possibly try to harm him/her. They are nigh uncontrollable due to having so much power. An example would actually be one that many people are familiar with : Father Christmas.

Luckily, Emily wasn't psychotic like most godforms turn out to be. Then again, the example I provided is just an uncontrollable godform, not a dangerous one.

However, another example, according to my knowledge, was The Shadow from the classic mystery novels. This one got to a point of such power that it could physically manifest. Which was creepy.

lunchbxga1 · Joined: 19 Sep 2008 Posts: 2 Location: Baghdad, Iraq

Dei, you are the most fascinating non-person I have read on this board. I am a contractor currently working in Iraq. I contact Soldiers who have passed and attempt to get messages from them for loved ones during my spare time. Anyway, I was wondering if there is anything you need from here. I would like to contact you via MSN or simply answer you here on this board.

Let me know if you are able to answer some questions from a newbie who thinks you are cool. Thanks, Phil

d_redant · Posted: Mon Oct 13, 2008 12:05 am Post subject:

Dei was filled with alot of lies.

I questioned him about certain things online..and I never saw him again on this forum and anywhere else online..

Not saying that alot of the stuff he talked about was not knowledgable..it's just that it was very mixed up and twisted..It was too much..It was too Exaggerated..

I think he was out to make a mockery of this forum and all what we discuss here.

We seem to be attracting alot of those recently.. O well....

lunchbxga1 · Joined: 19 Sep 2008 Posts: 2 Location: Baghdad, Iraq

Good call Redant. No repsonse here either. I am gradually learning discernment here on the boards. I appreciate your insight. Let me know if there is anything I can do for you. Phil

arnie_s · Joined: 31 Oct 2010 Posts: 1

Well, I don't want to offend anyone...or support him if he's lying but you can't know for sure he's lying unless you were there with him. I've heard more out there experiences from "sensible" organizations, psychics, magicians etc., even here. If anything though, it was entertaining! Laughing

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