Joined: 30 Aug 2010
|Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2011 5:41 am Post subject: Inner Dialog (Secrets)
|When I first met you I knew, there was something most exquisite
About the nature of your energy and soul,
And oh how I wanted a taste,
But knew you could not give it,
Something pulled me to you
At first I was confused,
I did not understand the magnetism then,
But felt the undulations of light that in your energy was infused,
Your charm and wit were but the tip
Of the treasures you held within
And soon I would contemplate and sit
Thinking of you, and feeling as if it were a sin
Days, weeks, month and years
Suddenly flew by so fast
And one night talking in New York
Made sense of it all at last
I longed to tell you how I felt,
But I knew you knew I could not
I yearned to touch you if only just once
But it would hurt another, but I never forgot
How your soul and mine did combine
Driving through hills the fall scents heady and rich
The trees were on fire with Autumn's flame
And our sprits were in tantric bliss
That was six years and counting now,
Oh so long ago!
Others surround you with love you are a beacon of light
You have forgotten my love, I know
But sometimes i sit and think of you
I dream of one epic kiss
i wonder if your deeply psychic empathy
Feels it and does reminiss
I am alone so often now my memories fill my soul
my dreams of our flesh hot and empassioned
Are slowly taking their toll
If you feel me thinking of you so deeply,.
Do you feel annoyed?
If i kissed you would you kiss me back,
Or push me away annoyed?
If you can taste the love I burn
Do you simply drown me out?
if you knew I still was in love with you
Would you be angry enough to shout?
I will never know, and it hurts me so
So i endure it with a hint of shame
But every time I see your face
It will always light a flame.